refer to whom to renounce from islam

I'm a chinese convert to islam. But i cant follow their religious as all of my friend n my family surrounded was chinese. I wanted to renounce frm islam because i will i was born as chinese n i'm a divorcee. And now i'm staying with my family.who should or who can i refer to?i just don't want to continue carried the islam name as my behavior are not follow as islam way. That only will make thing worse. I hope u or who ever it is can help me in this misery.

Since that you no longer embracing the Islamic way, you can eventually get the Syariah to renounce. But it will be tough as it has been always said, once you are in, you will never get out. But as long as you have get back to your original practice, such as, eating pork, going to temple to pray and everything that will go against the Islamic law, you can get yourself renounce. Maybe you need some politician to help you this... all the best. I have almost converted to Islam because of love, but then i was saved from all these troubles. I love my religion more than a guy that cheated me in the name of Islam